Friday, 23 January 2009

Lie

Do u mean it when u cry?
Do u cry inside and out?
Do u lie about be the real u?
Do u cry for me?
Do feel what i feel inside?
Do u feel my sadness and happiness?
Do u lie about that tears u've cried for me?
Do miss me when im gone?
Do u lie about the situations?
Do u need me just for some reasons?
Do u need me truly?
Do u hear what i said?
Do u listen what i told u?
Do u think i'm just a loser?
Do u think u can use me?
Do u think that im such a fuckin stupid dumb ass?

I hope those questions are all back to u. God will always on my side. 

U never know what u got till its REALLY gone.

1. mad
2. disappointed
3. angry
4. emo
5. dying
6. heartless
7. heart-sick
8. crazy
9. empty
10. sick
11. saw the truth
12. knew it from the start but mouth just can shut
13. numb
14. very disappointed
15. very sick
16. very bad mood
17. depressed
18. wanna go somewhere out there
19. was playing with the fire
20. STILL give it all to GOD


just go and never look back. keep walking and walking till the end of time. life goes on. got something else that worth to take care of. 

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

L-O-V-E is a BIG BULL!!

Ok just have a time to update my blog.. well i guess i used to be in my uni rite now, my yeah my alarm was suck.. So yeah i guess this time i just wanna write something on my mind.. That called L-O-V-E..

Alrite, first i have a question for you. Not you exactly. For whoever, whatsoever that can answer it. What do you think about the words called LOVE? IS IT BLIND? CRAZY? BULLSHIT? MAGIC? or WHAT? I guess i just don't really know also, i dont have any clue.. 

But yeah i have this good lines one, ive got it from one of my fave song, called Only This Moment..  Here we go..

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Close to perfection (Nothing is out there)
No one to guide us (Lost in the senses)
Deep down inside I know our love will die
[OK]

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Lost in confusion (Feelings are out there)
Scared of the ocean (Doubting intentions)
Deep down inside I know our love will die
[OK]

Stay or forever go
Play or you’ll never know
We haven’t decided
You can’t deny it’s all you’ve been waiting for
[OK]

Stay or forever go
Play or you’ll never know
Your spirit’s divided
You will decide if I’m all you’ve been waiting for

Got in my head
Have Been part of my twist
By the force of the nature
Revealing our fates
And our words don’t make sense and I do understand,
Falling in love isn’t part of our plan
Forces within me, makes reason with lust
But I try to accept it and not think it works
Because I know I might lose you by taking the chance
But love without pain isn’t really romance
[OK]

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Close to perfection (Nothing is out there)
Always beside us (Ttrusting my senses)
Deep down inside (I know i will survive)

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Close to perfection (Nothing else out there)
Always beside us (Tusting my senses)
Deep down inside I know I will survive
[OK]

This is what i call the EGO of human being, and also paranoia thing.
I guess LOVE is kind of a big bullshit thing for me rite now. I just realized it last nite, when i watched so many movie, Romance, for sure. And from my own experience, i just can say that. 
But that's just from my opinion rite now. Maybe someday one day, someone or watever it is can change my mind. 

But for you guys that still believe in LOVE, i just wanna say, just go for it. Why you have to waste your time and thinkin that your love will die? Time is still running dude, so as long as you still have that time, why don't you just go for it rite? My best said to me, just put aside your ego, thats alright. We just a normal human being.. Well, i guess that's kinda works for this, LOVE needs an ego, pain, magic, good times, understanding, trust, spirit, and so many other things. 

We just don't have any clue. But yeah just go with it, Time will answers, God too, Not me, Not you, Not us. We just an ordinary powerless clueless human being. Just be natural. Thats all i can say.

Alrite.. Anyway, what do think about this line? 
I guess you just figure it out by urself.. keep u answer, and just stick with it..


Have a blast day. 

Monday, 5 January 2009

2009 equal MINE

2009 ohh 2009..

2009 came days ago.. and so blast.. ohh im so lovin this new fresh start year.. 
Waiting for this year a little bit too long.. but hell yeh i love 2009.. This year is gonna be my year, and i swear i never gonna let it go to someone else. HAHHAH such a selfish me. ok hope this year bring so much more bless ahead, and all the very best on 2009. 

HAPPY a-bit-LATE NEW YEAR!!!!! :))