Life Isn't A Fairy-Tale, Babe..

Currently about me :

Me miss u.

feel so lost.

down.

but blessed.

try to grown-up.

be thankful.

be grateful.

want to kill those peoples that only kiss my fckn ass to use my money.

feel like losing Ndutty that i've known and love so much.

jkt suck.

KL makes me speechless cos i cant even describe u how bad that place.

i wanna go to Japan.

i dunno what to do for this short time.

i dont have reasons to mad with GOD cos HE BLESSES ME SO MUCH.

but.....

one point that i need the most... and i know best, i still have and need YOU. 

u know who u are.. the one that i miss the most.. miles away.. and i miss u tonnss. 

just realized, u are still the best so far. others : BULLSHIT! but you are MY MAGIC.

i feel so emo and feel like a loser.  damn.

but yeahh.. finally just can say.. me miss our quality times. Always...

Missing you always, my ti amo..  =(

Happy Birthday Dear Brother =))

28. 04. 2009

Ohh it feels good to be home again, and this night i wanna say a big wishes for my dearest big bro, Nanda. Happy bday bro, i know sometimes u suck, being such an A Hole, and annoying, hahaha but deep in side my heart i just love the way u are dude. So im hoping for ur best, bless, and blast for this year ahead, hope God always light ur way in all steps u take..


All the best, brother..

=))




cheers.

Finally.. Home, is the only place where i wanna be,now and forever, i wish...

its minus 24 hours finally i can go back home!! freakin excited and hell yeahh.. im so bored here, so much to settling down, so much to think, so much to do, but my brain is so-not wanna do it for this short time.. hmmm.. just wanna see all faces that i wanted to see since ive been in Malaysia. I dont care bout everything now, in my mind, is only, HOME... where i wanna be, always. back to you, hometown glory!!

after that.... uni and work, again... sigh.. hopefully work will go slowly but sure.. Mel, please help me settle our work first, then when i'll get back here... ummm we do it tgther!! mkayyy

so let me go home and freshin my mind for a while.. 

-24hrs. till home................ 

=)

God Bless Us.

 

YOU MAKE IT REAL...

There's so much craziness, surrounding me 
There's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe 
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me 
You make it real for me 

When I'm not sure of, my priorities 
When I've lost site of, where I'm meant to be 
Like holy water, washing over me 
You make it real for me 

And I'm running to you baby 
You are the only one who saved me 
That's why I've been missing you lately 
Cause you make it real for me 

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak 
I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty 
But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak 
You make it real for me...

And I'm running to you baby 
Cause you are the only one who saved me 
That's why I've been missing you lately 
Cause you make it real for me 

Everybody's talking in words 
I don't understand 
You got to be the only one 
Who knows just who I am 
Your shining in the distance 
I hope I can make it through 
Cause the only place 
That I want to be 
Is right back home with you 

I guess there's so much more 
I have to learn 
But if you're here with me 
I know which way to turn 
You always give me somewhere, 
Somewhere I can learn 
You make it real for me 

And I'm running to you baby 
Cause you are the only one who saved me 
That's why I've been missing you lately 
Cause you make it real for me 

YES... I THINK......

You make it real for me...

oh my.. oh my..

i wanna grab them all.. GOSHH!!!!!!!!

POT MEETS POP DENIM X KROOKZ

POT MEETS POP X KROOKZ present: 

POT MEETS POP DENIM Launching @ KROOKZ, 06-75 6th floor, Berjaya Time Square, Kuala Lumpur, on 11th of April '09 start from 6.00pm onwards. 

• Everyone is invited.
• Free flow beer.
• Graffiti demo by phiberwryte krew.
• Goodie bags and giveaways.
• Special promotion price only during the day. 

BE THERE OR YOU'RE GONNA MISS THIS GOOD TIME!!! 

sigh.

i know im fool, dumb, and whatsoever.. 

I JUST CANT GET U OUTTA MY MIND!!!!!!!!!

dammit. 

FOR YOU TO KNOW....

just wanna say,

i miss u so muchhh..

Goshh, i wish u were here next to me..

but we just dont know as well..

hope u were here.... yes......... here beside me........... 

only words that i can say 

I MISS YOU......................................

POTMEETSPOP DENIM

INTRODUCING : " POTMEETSPOP " DENIM!!

For all the Denim lovers, we introduce the new denim called POT MEETS POP, this new awesome denim brand is the best choice for u guys, especially for ya'll the Denim Lovers for sure and those stuffs are so worth it to buy!!! made by my best friend who loves denim so much.. 

The reasons why u gotta buy : So many awesome styles and great packagings, nice cutting, look so fashionable, and very comfortable to wear!! TRUST ME!! cause i've bought all those stuffs already, and it looks very awesome when u wear it, and the sure thing, everyone will ask u  

"where you got your awesome jeans from?" seriously!! no kidding.. LOL.

Go fast and grab them all guys.. 

And for further informations, about the product details, the type of those stuffs, u can check out on the PMP blog directly, all the informations are there, like where they sell it, how u can order or directly buy from the shop, and for sure u can order from the blog as well, also available for shipping for any countries. 

If you real a denim lover, i bet you will grab it as soon as u see those stuff!!

GO AHEAD GUYS!!

GO AND GRAB ALL !!!!! DONT MISS IT  =D

PMP Owner : Henhen 

the blog for PMP : http://potmeetspopdenim.blogspot.com/ 

ALSO DONT FORGET TO check this out!! PMP denim is on denimology.co.uk !!!

http://www.denimology.co.uk/2009/03/pot_meets_pop_denim_1.php

CHECK IT OUT NOW!!!!  BECAUSE POT IS SUPERIOR.

HEN2 BDAY BASH AND THE FIDELE BUDDY'S EVENT, "DOPE POOL PARTY!!"

SUBANG 73 PRESENTS, THE "DOPE POOL PARTY"

According to our bestfriend birthday bash, HEN2. And also THE FIDELE'S event by BOIM and CREW.

Will be held on :

Saturday, February 28, 2009.

@ THE 73 HOUSE, SS15/2E No 73.

Start at 2.00 afternoon onwards, finish till u get drop!! 

POOL party and BBQ will be so much fun! Sooo please come and enjoy the party!

The event will start at 2.00 pm afternoon till morning. 

Performances by : BOONMIX, DJ HENX, AND DJ A ( OPEN TABLE ).

HOST BY : DENISE, BOIM, RISTY, ADIT, ARYA AND LENY.

PS: THIS PARTY IS A NON ALCOHOL OR NON DRUGS PARTY. 

THIS IS AN ECO-FRIENDLY PARTY! 

So we'll c u there!!

-73 crew-

Supported by : POTMEETSPOP AND THE FIDELE.

Lie

Do u mean it when u cry?

Do u cry inside and out?

Do u lie about be the real u?

Do u cry for me?

Do feel what i feel inside?

Do u feel my sadness and happiness?

Do u lie about that tears u've cried for me?

Do miss me when im gone?

Do u lie about the situations?

Do u need me just for some reasons?

Do u need me truly?

Do u hear what i said?

Do u listen what i told u?

Do u think i'm just a loser?

Do u think u can use me?

Do u think that im such a fuckin stupid dumb ass?

I hope those questions are all back to u. God will always on my side. 

U never know what u got till its REALLY gone.

1. mad

2. disappointed

3. angry

4. emo

5. dying

6. heartless

7. heart-sick

8. crazy

9. empty

10. sick

11. saw the truth

12. knew it from the start but mouth just can shut

13. numb

14. very disappointed

15. very sick

16. very bad mood

17. depressed

18. wanna go somewhere out there

19. was playing with the fire

20. STILL give it all to GOD

just go and never look back. keep walking and walking till the end of time. life goes on. got something else that worth to take care of. 

L-O-V-E is a BIG BULL!!

Ok just have a time to update my blog.. well i guess i used to be in my uni rite now, my yeah my alarm was suck.. So yeah i guess this time i just wanna write something on my mind.. That called L-O-V-E..

Alrite, first i have a question for you. Not you exactly. For whoever, whatsoever that can answer it. What do you think about the words called LOVE? IS IT BLIND? CRAZY? BULLSHIT? MAGIC? or WHAT? I guess i just don't really know also, i dont have any clue.. 

But yeah i have this good lines one, ive got it from one of my fave song, called Only This Moment..  Here we go..

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Close to perfection (Nothing is out there)
No one to guide us (Lost in the senses)
Deep down inside I know our love will die
[OK]

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Lost in confusion (Feelings are out there)
Scared of the ocean (Doubting intentions)
Deep down inside I know our love will die
[OK]

Stay or forever go
Play or you’ll never know
We haven’t decided
You can’t deny it’s all you’ve been waiting for
[OK]

Stay or forever go
Play or you’ll never know
Your spirit’s divided
You will decide if I’m all you’ve been waiting for

Got in my head
Have Been part of my twist
By the force of the nature
Revealing our fates
And our words don’t make sense and I do understand,
Falling in love isn’t part of our plan
Forces within me, makes reason with lust
But I try to accept it and not think it works
Because I know I might lose you by taking the chance
But love without pain isn’t really romance
[OK]

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Close to perfection (Nothing is out there)
Always beside us (Ttrusting my senses)
Deep down inside (I know i will survive)

Only this moment (Holds us together)
Close to perfection (Nothing else out there)
Always beside us (Tusting my senses)
Deep down inside I know I will survive
[OK]

This is what i call the EGO of human being, and also paranoia thing.

I guess LOVE is kind of a big bullshit thing for me rite now. I just realized it last nite, when i watched so many movie, Romance, for sure. And from my own experience, i just can say that. 

But that's just from my opinion rite now. Maybe someday one day, someone or watever it is can change my mind. 

But for you guys that still believe in LOVE, i just wanna say, just go for it. Why you have to waste your time and thinkin that your love will die? Time is still running dude, so as long as you still have that time, why don't you just go for it rite? My best said to me, just put aside your ego, thats alright. We just a normal human being.. Well, i guess that's kinda works for this, LOVE needs an ego, pain, magic, good times, understanding, trust, spirit, and so many other things. 

We just don't have any clue. But yeah just go with it, Time will answers, God too, Not me, Not you, Not us. We just an ordinary powerless clueless human being. Just be natural. Thats all i can say.

Alrite.. Anyway, what do think about this line? 

I guess you just figure it out by urself.. keep u answer, and just stick with it..

Have a blast day. 

2009 equal MINE

2009 ohh 2009..

2009 came days ago.. and so blast.. ohh im so lovin this new fresh start year.. 

Waiting for this year a little bit too long.. but hell yeh i love 2009.. This year is gonna be my year, and i swear i never gonna let it go to someone else. HAHHAH such a selfish me. ok hope this year bring so much more bless ahead, and all the very best on 2009. 

HAPPY a-bit-LATE NEW YEAR!!!!! :))